I feel like my life has just been on pause the last few years. Scrambling to try and jump through the hoops of projects and things of the sort. When something has interested me, I don’t feel as though I was able to fully take advantage or pursue the material because I was always busy trying to finish up other tasks. I can’t say I’m fully satisfied with my undergraduate experience, partially due to instructors and partially due to myself not fully knowing what I wanted.
All I can say is that I’m ready to try it out on my own. I have to remind myself that I genuinely do love learning but the last few years haven’t been anything like that. (Delete a bunch of bullshit school situations that have happened this semester and last.)
I feel like the next few months after graduating are going to be somewhat revolutionary in my attempts to rediscover myself. Just flying out with a backpack with some basic necessities (+ knitting needles), getting a library card for the area, looking for a temporary job in the area along with a “big kid degree holding” job, building/buying a bicycle, hiking around, etc. etc. etc.